Welcome to my attempt to live fully and honestly, to sing out the song of myself, to truly know who I am......

.....either that or the ramblings of a barely coherant, tired out mum of two!!

Thursday, 10 February 2005

Baby Blogger - Splint


A couple of days ago I got my splint for my left leg/foot. It makes me look like a supercool cyber baby!! It keeps my ankle stiff so I can't roll my foot onto the side. It is supposed to help me too walk but I think it is just to scary to let go of the furniture - besides I can get about much quicker on my hands and knees!

Mummy is feeling much better and her tummy is getting bigger but less bouncy! I hope my little sister has enough room in there!

Daddy has been very busy but he's a bit calmer now. He takes me shopping - I like the trolly best!

Peter xx

Monday, 7 February 2005

And so to this....

Shane and I have been married for over 7 years and have two amazingly beautiful, wonderful children. In all our time together we have had few disagreements and no rows...... well until last night that is.

We went at it like professionals until we both felt like crap and nothing that was upsetting us was resolved. I don't know where it all came from but I didn't like it.

I guess a large part of the problem is that we are both so tired and only have so much energy to deal with issues and problems. By the time the kids are in bed we both seem to flop and curl up within ourselves to protect our inner selves from the crappiness of the outside world.

We managed to sort out a temporary truce that meant we could go to bed still believing in us. I guess at some point when we can be calm and rational we need to sort out a few things, have a chat, find each other amongst the business and the illness and the tiredness.

Shane if you ever read this - remember one thing - I love you with all of my being.

Friday, 4 February 2005

Baby Blogger - Update

Last week I went to the hospital to have my foot cast done for my leg splint. It was ok and they even gave me a bowl of water with bubbles to put my feet in afterwards. I cried when they took it away as I was having fun!!

I have been very tired this week as Mummy and Daddy have been busy/unwell - I had to go to nursery every day. It was great fun but I am tired now!!

I keep making mummy laugh with my funny faces and silliness!!

Baldricka is doing well. Sometimes when I put my head on mummy's tummy I can feel her moving around. She seems to wriggle a lot.

Peter XX